As surely as the sun rises each morning, our hearts are going to find something to which we will bow down and to which we will yield our lives. I do not even want to begin listing the things we find to worship because I cannot list them all. I might not list the very thing that at this point in time is becoming an object of worship in your life and you might think because it was not listed you are okay. We cannot neglect the searchlight of the pure Word of God. We must allow it to shine into every corner and every crevice of our lives. The Word of God is our safe guard.
We were made to worship. That is only part of the truth. Specifically, we were made to worship the Lord God, the creator of heaven and earth. We are designed to delight in the Lord, to experience the fullness of His inexpressible joy. It is only as we fulfill this purpose through our commitment to the Lord Jesus that our lives have fulfillment and contentment.
Nearly 20 years ago, while on a business trip and in a hurry to get home, I whipped the family vehicle into a gas station to fill up the tank and head home. I was tired and preoccupied as I went through the motions of filling the tank. Once I finished pumping and paying for the fuel, I jumped back into the van, started it and headed out of the parking lot. I got about 10 feet. The engine sputtered, coughed and died. I tried to start it but nothing. The engine tried valiantly to start but nothing. Then it dawned on me, diesel. I had grabbed the nozzle for diesel and had put diesel into a gas burning engine. I was two hours from home. A wrecker had to be called and the van towed to a service center. My wife had to drive an hour to pick me up. We were out money and time.
It was an honest mistake. The nozzle fit the opening of the gas tank. The handle was the same shape as the one for gas. It felt the same. The diesel pumped like gasoline, the diesel filled the tank like gasoline and it even had some of the same properties as gasoline. But diesel is not gasoline.
We often hear the skeptics and unbelievers say that Christianity is a crutch. Well, as I sat in the passenger seat of the tow truck that evening, the truth began to dawn on me. I began to understand everything in life from which we seek to find peace, love, support, shelter, satisfaction, etc., other than in the great heart of our God is the crutch. As long as I gave the van the fuel it was designed to run on, I never had a problem. The moment I put something different into the tank, it needed a crutch, in this case a tow truck, to get me where I needed to go.
The life and love of the Father we know is not a crutch. It is the fuel of the engine of our life. Yet we seem to have a propensity to make it look like a crutch to the world because we are trying to fuel our lives with a mixture of worship to Him while erecting shrines, idols and altars in His temple. The truth is that Jesus is calling for us to rise and walk in newness of life but we cling to other things. We allow any and everything to fuel our hearts. We frustrate the grace of God. We frustrate ourselves. Our lives are hobbled.
Riding in the tow truck, I was frustrated, angry, embarrassed, impatient, worried and on and on. A perfect reflection of how lives become when they are fueled by anything other than intimate relationship with the Father.
How can a young man cleanse his way? By living according to your word. Psalm 119:9
Your Word have I hid in my heart that I might not sin against you. Psalm 119:11
Oh Father, please give us hearts for You, for your Word.
If we do not allow the Word of God to permeate our hearts. If we do not permit our hearts to be thrilled, challenged, convicted by the Word, 0ur lives will be a hodge podge of conflicting beliefs. We will be confused. We will not know His peace and we will be strangers to the very Heart we long so much to be close too.
My heart cries out today. I am concerned that if we honestly surveyed the landscape of our hearts, we might find strange altars of worship in various stages of construction. How can we know? If they are there, how can we change? Relationship with the Father. Glorious, wonderful, beautiful encounters with Him through Christ our Lord. Read His Word. Encounter His heart, His desires and His will for us. And His heart, desires and will for us is all GOOD! The Father is not seeking to just take away. No, no, no. He is seeking to add to each of our lives life, and in abundance.
Survey your heart today. Present yourself at the only altar we are to have in our life, the altar of sacrifice and service to Christ the King. Yield your heart, your will, and your desires to the one who gave His life for us. Submerge yourself into His Word. Let the Word work in your heart. Let it cleanse, purge, cut away anything that challenges your worship of the Father. Become doers of the Word, not hearers only, deceiving yourself – James 1:22.
Are you making that time to be with Him? Are you surrendering to His good pleasure? Are you allowing yourself to sanctify, set-apart, the Lord in your heart? Are you allowing Him to fill you with the fullness of Himself? The engine of your life will run cleaner, more efficient, more caring, more loving, more tender, more hopeful, more powerful, more fulfilled and with more love and commitment to the Father and to those around you than advertised! Guaranteed by the manufacturer.
Father, we do not want our life in You and our love for You to stall. Please make us tired of the sputtering and powerlessness of our lives. Let us respond to the invitation to know You, to draw closer to you.
Your heart is seeking to soar. Let it.
Further up and further in.
“We trust, not because a god exists, but because this God exists.” – C. S. Lewis